tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76064268819492942062012-02-16T06:47:50.808-08:00Random parts of the reality.based.fantasy in my mind...Gabezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08259587407436434324noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606426881949294206.post-46463206612246181692009-02-01T05:46:00.000-08:002009-02-01T06:21:12.292-08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"></span></div> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Here comes the 2nd month in there year...<br />yess...yess...i know im pointing out the obvious...*grins*<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Personally i'd blame it on the flu medication but those who know me would just probably say...nah, its just you. X)<br /></span><br />Oh yea, aquí viene Febrero is here comes February in Spanish<br />according to the Alpha Babel fish translator.<br />yay for internet huh? =)<br />http://babelfish.yahoo.com/translate_txt<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Somehow i dont wanna let this day pass without saying something...but now that im typing this; its like this all gone out of my head...weird huh? When you think about it though...<br />nah, it aint really. Im rambling. Typical.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Anywayyy...so here i am...sniffling...<br />feeling gluey icky flam in my throat and nose...haha</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Its getting better though...so no worries... x)<br />I guess i need to drink more and sleep it off...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">Alright...i guess this is it...pretty lame i know...but i'll come up with something a lil more interesting soon i guess...keep your pinkys linked~</span><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:78%;" >time is running out...<br />i feel the pieces that make my heart whole moving away...<br />i should be breaking down...<br />afraid of being overwhelmed...<br />i.am.numb...<br />for now...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606426881949294206-4646320661224618169?l=reality-based-fantasy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08259587407436434324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606426881949294206.post-29795608653725829332009-01-31T05:53:00.000-08:002009-01-31T06:25:00.224-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" ><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">im sorry i cant be her for you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">im sorry im not good enough, close enough, or lovey dovey enough</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">im sorry i dont tell you i love you enough</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">im sorry that unlike her...im a jerk sometimes</span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >im sorry that i havent been around alot</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >im sorry that when she leaves i guess you think you'll be alone</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;">BUT</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >you wont be</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;">BECAUSE</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" ><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >i care<br />always have...always will</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:78%;">AND</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >i love her too</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" >...</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606426881949294206-2979560865372582933?l=reality-based-fantasy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08259587407436434324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606426881949294206.post-21882742184777513242009-01-31T04:03:00.000-08:002009-01-31T05:02:27.607-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">There i was...just standing there...<br />the night before i leave the place for good...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">And there he was...just standing there...<br />having a drink...and talking to his friends...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">Every fiber in my body screams just go and say hi and ask </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">him</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">to dance!!!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">Then again...</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">he</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">did look kinda busy talking to his friends and like come on...</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">he</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">wasnt even lookin at me...SO...i DIDNT go. Before i know it though, the 2 that i love are dragging me towards </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">his </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">friend who im pretty sure was into my friend...and</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">his </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">friend starts talking to us...DAMN! But then</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">he's</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">right next to the friend and me. I gather my courage and say hi. Names are exchanged...hands shook...places of origin are established : </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">he's</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"> from the UK and then an awkward pause; during which his friend saves us from by distracting me. Then we had to leave and as i wave goodbye </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">he</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"> blows me a kiss...well...hmmm...oh, well. =) Interesting. And that kinda concluded our last night on Langkawi. =) </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">It was fun...the drivin around in a rented car...the shopping for chocs, the mangrove trip : fish feeding!!! stingray and horseshoe crab touching; eagle watching...the after hours jumping into the pool...the sunburned skin due to the soakin in the sea in the middle of the afternoon, just cause... ^^ Couldnt have asked for a better experience and fun time with two very special people.<br /><br />Thanks for it all.</span></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span>=) </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Love you guys!</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">=)</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606426881949294206-2188274218477751324?l=reality-based-fantasy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08259587407436434324noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606426881949294206.post-87726656128984596012009-01-26T02:58:00.000-08:002009-01-31T04:03:54.355-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Tears prickle my eyes as I read it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">I dont cry...but emotions enfold me...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">...Alhamdulillah...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">And thank </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">I have nothing but respect for what you do and how you do it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">And I am ever so very gratefull to you for bringing me into this</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">For believing in me and for your generosity in so many ways...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">the help with the material, the clothes, the boosting of confidence and so much more</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">I appreciate it all</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">=)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">...the Angel of Music laid her eyes upon me and held my hand...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">...leading me into a journey of wonder...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">The past being the past...it is time for the future.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">I have a long way to go and I am gonna try my best to do the best, learn all I can and make everyone who matters...proud of me.<br />God willing.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">=)</span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606426881949294206-8772665612898459601?l=reality-based-fantasy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Gabezhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08259587407436434324noreply@blogger.com0